exorcism of myself
June 14, 2007
a ghost is haunting me and this is what i fear – the complete and total exorcism of myself, my spirit and the absolute and entire inorcism of my self, his spirit. for it is he that haunts me – the life in death, the one eternal. he wants me, desires my body as his residence. i am running from life.my body is in a state of rebellion in it’s movement toward carnality. my mind is in a state of rebellion in it’s espousal of lust. my soul has ever been in a state of rebellion against the God who is there. if this be so, what may recuperate my trichotomous nature; and further, what exactly am i rebelling against? since all of myself is in a state of rebellion, i must be rebelling against my self, the ghost that ever haunts me. christ has offered to me a path out of this darkness; in this i find my great joy and sorrow.
